Home is what you know.
(I know difficult things. I had forgotten the impact of difficult things. I find myself at a loss of how to deal with these difficult things.)
(Traveling alone through a strange land and an unknown language is not difficult. Challenging and confusing, but never, at any point, difficult.)
(One difficult thing I know is that I cannot fix these difficult things. I know I no longer have the freedom to come and go as I please. I know I cannot do as I want. I know I must do as I should.)
I am home.